I know I can’t be the only one who has ‘those days’. You know, the ones where your day wasn’t bad at all, but yet at the end of it, you’re just….upset. Today was insanely packed and busy and productive. I went to the gym and completed my new program from a book I read (super proud of myself for completing that sucker). I went … Continue reading Another Lonely Day…
I swear, January was such a breeze. Now that February is coming to an end, I’m actually happy. It’s the 26th and yet this is only my second day off this whole month! They don’t lie when they say it’s hard to work with the government because they’re so short staffed. But at the same time, that also means more hours for me which i’m … Continue reading February Challenges
So 2018 was a rather different start of a year for me. My resolution this year was not to get in shape or workout or be healthy or the repetitive stuff like that. Rather, I chose to do something that makes me happy. Many people have bucket lists, including myself. This year, my goal is to get at least one thing off that list every … Continue reading New Year: already up’s and down’s
Why is it that my mind always has to get in the way of everything? S and I have been dating for not even a week now and my brain is a mess. I feel like I’m bipolar or something. When I’m with him, I’m happy. I enjoy the time with him and I know for a fact he feels the same way. But he’s … Continue reading Get out of my head!
I’ve written before about my crappy relationships; how all of my ex’s have cheated and now I’ve just been scared to date now. Well guys, i think i’m starting to fall for someone… and it scares the shit out of me. To get jealous of little things like someone staying over at his house after a drinking night or too tired to make it home, … Continue reading I think I’m falling and I’m scared…
Back last Monday, my cousin’s girlfriend, Kayla, was so eager to workout. She was excited, wanted to know my whole plan for the specific days and everything. Her main goal: lose weight. So we made the plan. Granted, it was mostly me giving up my own time to help her, but I planned to workout either way. The way my gym works, there is only … Continue reading One Simple thing: How bad do you want it?
Does anyone else just have those days where you need a good hug, like a really long and meaningful hug? Cause that just seems like me 100% right now. Its now after midnight where I’m at and about 15 minutes ago, I had just come back inside after crying in my car, in the pitch black, where it’s lower 50’s if not 40 degrees outside, … Continue reading Just done with everything.